From the recording Mechanical Epiphany
Sometimes you find someone you can't live with and can't live without. This character tries to escape such a partner, but either because of his lack of resolve, or her guided-missle-like persistence, is never able to break free
Lyrics
If I hide from you (you'll find me)
My break lights cast a red glow on your face right behind my car
You see through my pretending that I don't know who you are
I wake up in a new place unfamiliar to my eyes
A strange bed and an old place in a better-friend disguise.
CH:
If I hide from you, you'll find me.
If I seek you, you will run.
If I run, you will rewind me back to where I've begun.
If I stay, will you betray me?
Do I risk too much to be here where you can find me,
instead of on the run?
I enter the hallway, the floorboards creakin' away
I fall out of the doorway into the scolding glare of day
I needed some distance . . . as much as I could put between...
The road was my priestess . . . my communion, gasoline.
CH
Maybe this time will be different and I will escape
from the epicentre of this melodrama quake
A pink line horizon now dimly tints the sky
I'm cradled in a sothing motor-piston lullabye
I'm nodding, I'm drifting, new headlights flash ahead...
I startle and swerve out, recalling what you said...
"If I hide from you, you'll find me.
If I seek you, you will run.
If I run, you will rewind me back to where I've begun.
If I stay, will you betray me?
Do I risk too much to be here where you can find me,
instead of on the run?"